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Silent Convictions - Special Edition

by Sin Seer

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    Personal. Aggressive. Raw.

    This newly remixed and remastered album is a special edition of the 2018 EP, which speaks to the deep harrowing thoughts that dwell within the depths of the human psyche. Only through exposure and announcing can there be a chance for redemption and resolution.
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    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of Departure, Arrival, Aim To Please, Vicious Cycles, Perfect Strangers: The Singles Collection, Built To Last, SureStay - Acoustic Version, C.O.S., and 17 more. , and , .

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Intro 01:48
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Hold your breath, stick out your chest Slap your face so you can make sense of this Look away to lose contact To forget why you ever thought that Hold your guard, don't let it down Not for a second, don’t make a sound Hold your tongue, please don’t let it out The fear of learning what it’s all about… “Just a little while longer…” Guard this secret with all of your life Don’t you tell a soul, cause they’ll know that you’ve tried! There’s no going back You can’t take it back Once you have said what you have done All of the thoughts will flood your head Pretty soon, there will be nothing left All of the hope has been misled So say a prayer, and lie your best Swear on your soul Swear on your grave Swear on your life Cross your heart and hope to die NOW! (NOW!) HOW ABOUT NOW?! Take my hand, I am ready… Come and take it
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I am so... (BROKEN) Every single piece of me I am so... (TORN APART) Relinquished; I admit defeat Avoided... (LIKE THE PLAGUE) Put the walls up, nothing left to see An empty (VESSEL) Wipe the slate clean of me “Be that as it may…” It’s not the fall that gets you It’s the sudden stop at the end It’s not the fall that gets you It's the stop at the end.. If I could do it all the same, I would not I’d throw it all away.. If I had just once more chance, I’d never take another one again Be that as it may Please just get me through today…
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Demon Parade 03:08
MARCH ON! And we're at it again now And you better pick up the pace! There isn't much more time to waste. Don’t you fall on your face, or you will be replaced! Fists all afire in the air. Distorting your vision with just one stare. So scared to look, The sight no one can even bare. And they press on And they push on And they carry on… As they move along How they march along Every single second, Every single minute, Getting so much stronger.. (I can feel them building up…) All of these demons... follow me now (I can’t take it anymore) All of these demons, follow me now Strength in numbers pummel the crowd All of these demons follow in line Little by little, every single time. Then they force through As they follow through But I’m pushing through And I’m telling you, I won’t die without a fight No, not here. No, not there. Not today, and not tonight. (I can feel them drawing near…) All of these demons... facing me now Bringing the terror, nothing to fear All my visions becoming so much more clear All of these demons; now you will hear I refuse to follow I am now your fucking leader I will lead the demon parade. I will do whatever it takes Putting everyone of them in their place. I will lead the demon parade now I will do whatever it takes now Putting every one of them in their place
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I have tried to… Fight this for as long as I can Nothing seems to help And no one understands I have tried to… Mend this broken bridge But it’s only left us more unhinged I have tried to… Say my peace Try to make you really understand But it all seems so pointless now, The way we left it in the end… If all else fails… We will just try this once again Build my faith cause it's all that's left. A cost was pain, but there’s no regrets. The price was paid for all of the lost bets Thrown away like all of the rest So go and throw more dirt on my name Drop more rain on this parade I'll bring you down without a thing Our hope for this left as quickly as it came. If all else fails… What are the chances, what is my luck? Just for once, I’d like to not fuck it up Is there a reason, or do I have a choice? Say what I think, or silence my voice? If all else fails… I’ll just end this all the same. All the same.
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What else have I got left to say? What are the thoughts floating in my head? Bouncing back and forth with no action now Sequences playing so vividly Stepped inside this trap that I have built Drowning deep in my own shame and guilt Finally admitting this to myself, There’s nothing wrong with asking for a bit of help “Look me in the eyes, And tell me the truth. For once in your life, Please just tell the truth And just tell me why, Do you do the things you do…?” Self-deprecating, but it is so liberating To finally get this all off of my chest To say the least, you tried your best But was it good enough? Or shy of too much? Push away everyone that really cares Then I wonder why I never get anywhere Why do I always do this to myself? Never-ending, expecting different results… How do I plead? Nothing but guilty... I am guilty. I have put myself here No one left to blame I have put myself in this place Please forgive me... Lock me up and throw away the key! Go ahead and toss me overseas!
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I wish I could find the words Just to say what needs to be said I know that I never asked for this Fuck a tempting offer I couldn't resist It's like a slice inside of my gut Cutting through the logic And it never lets up All the words disappear Without a trace And I don't know what to make of what Do you think you can? (IS IT OUT OF LINE?) I can't find the time (SO PREOCCUPIED) When you realize (NO ONE'S THERE TO BLAME) So why try? I wish I could sleep so peacefully But despair always comes so easiliy I wish I could find what was needed To give an understanding All I've got is some reasoning It's like a knife up against my throat Try so hard to breathe But I cough and choke It's like a thorn inside of my spine Cannot make a single move And I'm running out of time So why try? What do I have to do To get away from you What do I have to say To make you go away There's nowhere left to run This is dead and done There's nothing left to do Just let me fade from you I wish there was another way Just not like this...
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It's all alright Everything is fine Don't you mind It will all pass in time... My friend I'm so sad to say There is no such thing Just keep your chin up Don't let it Let it get you down What goes around Comes back around ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? You have got to be joking Why would you lie, Lie to me, so seriously? I have put my faith in you Only for you to just betray me How do you expect me to believe in Anything that you have said to me? I have put my trust in you (I have put my faith in you) Only just for you to deceive me How do you expect me to believe (How do you expect me to believe) In any thing? What hope is left now? What is left to do? How could you make me believe This was all worth Going through with you? Just don't forget... There's no easy way out There is no simple fix There is no such thing
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Featuring newly remixed and remastered from the original sessions, including the remix for the single "If All Else Fails", as well as an unreleased never-before heard song!

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released July 25, 2021

Recorded in Austin, TX
Engineered at 1090 Studios
Mixed & Mastered at 1090 Studios
Additional Engineering by Jonathan Haubert
Written by Cameron McLendon
Lyrics by Trey Saucillo
Guest Vocals by Jonathan Haubert

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Sin Seer Austin, Texas

Sin Seer is a heavy metal group formed in 2015 by two aspiring producers originating from the roots of South Texas. Since the release of their debut EP in 2018, Cameron McLendon and Trey Saucillo have honed in a unique sound that separates them from other heavier acts of today by taking heavier influences and blending them with alternative melodies. ... more

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