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Vicious Cycles

by Sin Seer

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1.
Alter Ego 05:10
So sick to see What has taken me I have changed my identity Sufficiently, medicating me No therapy It’s effects are crippling… BROKEN KNEES. This hate I breathe Suffocating me Controlling everything Consistently, won’t let go of me This wasn’t what you were supposed to see… BROKEN DREAMS. I’m such a spiteful fuck… (I know) I just hate this side of you I just hate the sight of you This obsession with all of this pain Incisions becoming all the same Why must I ache for another taste? This wasn’t who I wanted to be… This obsession with all of this rage Underlying feelings hide in place Why must I always give them away? I wasn’t who I claimed to be…
2.
All that you see is all that you get Life’s a cabaret It’s everything that you expect How compelling and so riveting You own this place, I’m just visiting You have a right to all the things in life Step all over others, this isn’t their time Everyone is insignificant This is your world, I’m just living in it You never had to lift a finger Everything just came natural to you But self-entitlement is all that I see That is bleeding, bleeding through (This is all for you…) Go ahead and take what you want Go ahead and grab what you need We exist just to be You’re the most important one Go ahead and have it your way… Knock yourself out So tell me… What do you see? (When you sleep…) What do you see? (Please tell me)
3.
All of your empathy is lost on me Compared to all that I have seen Pleasure in the form of a tragedy Standing just to fall so silently No more will I wait No more will I sit on by Watching the lights fall Down from the sky I’m so sick and fucking tired now Moving on without ever knowing how No more ‘sorry’s to another living soul My cup is overflowing, but I see half full It’s just a phase, so I’ll wait until it’s done Empty spaces everywhere Just to find the one Truth be told, it’s kind of like a joke I won’t hold my breath as you start to choke Speak your mind Come on now Don’t be shy WOULD YOU HAVE TOLD ME THE TRUTH? COULD YOU JUST PLEASE SPEAK YOUR MIND? …what did you say? (You know what I said…) All that I say, Is all that I see And all that I see, Is all that I hear And all that I hear, Is all that I know… But truth be told, that’s just how it goes…
4.
Every time I try To run and hide You pull me back Deeper inside Make no mistake Lay down your pride You can’t be afraid To pick a fight All the bets are off, And out of spite Nothing left to say, To pass the time Crisis averted. Just write it all off, like a bad dream…
5.
(“No, it wasn’t worth it…”) Turning the page once again (And this seems like it never ends…) Drifting far from the dawn (Can’t believe we’ve come this far) Everything and everyone is now gone (And I know that it’s all my fault) And nothing has changed Same old story, just a different page It was all so blurry… Those words on the screen But they’ve disappeared in the shadows Hiding behind the screams It was all so tempting, With just one look that you gave Although it was never worth it Those plans that we made Completely frozen I am so numb now It is all over and done No more steps to take Starting back at one Simple tattered words all across a blank sheet Everything is dirt now Underneath our feet Simple tattered thoughts all across a blank screen All that we were hoping for remains to be unseen What is the purpose - for us, To keep failing like this? On we go again, Another step into the abyss No words spoken But the messages we never forget But the ending is still the same Same old story just a different page Oh my god I wish I was done… I am done reading you (I wish I was done) (I wish I was)
6.
“Spin the wheel now, one last time With no more tears, you will not cry So sit in there, dying inside No chance of a suicide…” I remember everything you ever said Every single word, And everywhere that it led All the lies that we were spoon fed Potential promises that were never ever kept All this time that we have now spent Tried so hard, but it’s all unfortunate All our futures looked so bright up ahead Such a waste how we were all misled... (And I still don’t get it…) What was so special about me? Could you please explain what no one else could see? So close, like its almost meant to be Seasons change, and everything leaves What has lead me to this? What has lead me to you? The begging, the pleading And no one’s receiving So how deceiving, Is it to know that hope that we’re retrieving, Is none too pleasing? Digging in deeper and deeper, And deeper and even deeper Never the reason, Or never the season, So it’s never treated All the attempts just end up dispensed But no amends are falling past tense And it all out depends, in the end Symptoms of life with only surprise So justified No more disguise To redefine and you’ll realize… This is my choice It will always be my choice. Everything comes, And everything will go It will never make sense And you’ll never fucking know All the years will pass And all the tears will fade You will never understand As we go our separate ways… So now I’ll try One last time…

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Ending the year the same way that they hard started it... Sin Seer returns with a brand new EP titled 'Vicious Cycles' - Containing 6 songs that have transitioned the group into creating a more redefined sound by delving into more familiar territory with moving driven melodies and counterbalancing cathartic chords and gut-wrenching riffs that come along naturally within the group... Vicious Cycles is a year's effort worth of work detailing the tales of heartache, perspective, and resolution.

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released December 16, 2019

Recorded in Austin, TX
Additional Recording at 1090 Studios
Mixed & Mastered at 1090 Studios
Guest Vocals by Jonathan Haubert

All songs written by Cameron McLendon
Lyrics for "Alter Ego", "Knock Yourself Out", "Truth Be Told", "Crisis Averted", and "One Last Time", written by Trey Saucillo
Lyrics for "Same Story, Different Page" written by Trey Saucillo, Jonathan Haubert, and Rebekah Almogabar
Artwork by Trey Saucillo

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Sin Seer Austin, Texas

Sin Seer is a heavy metal group formed in 2015 by two aspiring producers originating from the roots of South Texas. Since the release of their debut EP in 2018, Cameron McLendon and Trey Saucillo have honed in a unique sound that separates them from other heavier acts of today by taking heavier influences and blending them with alternative melodies. ... more

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